It doesnt take forever to make you happy.A moment can do if you put your heart on it.Never think of the future nor the past.Enjoy the present and make the most out of it.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

one week

Nakakapagod kaya tong week na toh, it was so tiring, all the parties, all the socialization thingy pero wala lang, I love it. This is something new and I should cherish and make the best out of it, for me, lahat ng nangyayare ngayon doesnt come twice in a lifetime because I believe that the people that Im dealing nowadays are those who will probably stay for the rest of my life (sana).

This week, almost every night, Im with Ryan and for the first time, makakatulog ako ng maayos. Haha, hindi ako masyadong pagpapawisan at makakaunat ako ng husto, saya nun! Miss ko na nga yung feeling eh kasi biro mo, during these past few days, ansikip sikip sa kama tapos lagi pa niya akong ginigitgit! haha, pero ok lang, mahal ko naman yung taong yun eh kaya pagbigyan, pagbigyan!

Ayun, kinausap na din ako ng nanay ko. Nagtatampo na kasi siya kasi almost one week kaming hindi nagkita. Kasi naman d ba, nagbbcbchan ako sa mga kung ano ano, that I didnt find any time to come up with a simple conversation with her. Shocks, pinagalitan nga ako eh, no overnights na daw, no smoke, alcohol and drugs! I feel so guilty because I do those kind of stuffs without them knowing. Pero I think I'm just enjoying my teenage life and I think its pretty normal. But I promise to myself that, I WILL NOT BE AN ADDICT. that I will control everyting and I have to because if not, my future will be damned.

It's like we have to compete against our surroundings in order to survive. Aba, kung magpapadala ka, walang mangyayari sayo. Wala kang laban sa mundo kung magtatanga tangahan ka lang, you have to be wise, competent and strong so that whatever hindrance this world allows you to encounter, youre ready.

And I hope, I could personally follow my advices.

Moving on, we went to Powerplant this afternoon and guess what, Im wearing my college shirt and my maong shorts and some slippers that I bought in SM, Gosh, Glad that I've cleaned my toenails because I was like nagmumukhang kawawa kanina, pero the point kanina was to help Bing out of her boredom and I think that we managed to make her happy with our company.

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