Time to do some posting!
Well, a lot happened after my last entry and again, I don't know where to begin!
OK so after sitting here for what? for five minutes I still haven't formulated anything to blog. I've got so many to say but I cant really organize everything and that is the dilemma of every frustrated writer.
Immaturity. That's my number one problem right now. During the last few days, I was thinking about how can I be this matured person that I've always wanted. Being like me is hard, I mean, every decision I make I think is illogical thus I see myself as a stupid person every time I do something, bottom line is, I keep on failing.
Is failing a part of immaturity? Well, I do think so. If you still have an immature mind and you're trying to be this great being, you cant help but arrive from where you've started. My point is, no matter how hard you try, you're still going to go back from the beginning and start all over again and the hardest part is, you're going to fail again.
That is what's happening to me, and it is not cool to experience that. I do love to succeed on things, I do love to be this person whom everybody looks up to, but I cant be, because I'm still a kid.
It's a long road I know, but when will I arrive to that street of transformation? Am I forever like this? Life for me now is so ambiguous, there are so many what ifs. In time, I hope I'd be on that point wherein everything will be so in placed.
Life is a drama. Take it from me.
Summer is fast approaching and boy believe me time is moving faster than ever. In a week, I think, I probably experience only two days, that's why my watch seems to have a hundred batteries inside. I never experienced this in my life! Is this a sign of being a real CRS student? You know, I think that I wake up every morning to take an exam, I wake up every morning to read books and comprehend things, how weird am I to conclude that finishing a chapter in comparative anatomy is my purpose in life. I'm a total nerd, a very handsome nerd! ha-ha just kidding!
But I've got plans this summer. I have this list in my mind that I'm willing to fulfill. I need to make this summer, a summer worth remembering. These are I think all of my agenda;
1. Get rid of eye bags.
2. Get rid of my love handles.
3. Build some muscle.
4. Practice my swimming skills again.
5. Go for tennis!
6. Be a Barrista!
7. Running without having to catch my breath.
8. Finish at least one book.
9. Have a Chemistry overview.
10.Enroll in La Salle's summer English program. (If it is still available)
11. YWCA
12. Go for a trip somewhere with a person I don't know.
13. Develop maturity skills. (ha-ha)
14. Take some driving lesson.
15. Appreciate myself and the world around me.
I will do my best to do all that!
And my entry ends here..
Well, a lot happened after my last entry and again, I don't know where to begin!
OK so after sitting here for what? for five minutes I still haven't formulated anything to blog. I've got so many to say but I cant really organize everything and that is the dilemma of every frustrated writer.
Immaturity. That's my number one problem right now. During the last few days, I was thinking about how can I be this matured person that I've always wanted. Being like me is hard, I mean, every decision I make I think is illogical thus I see myself as a stupid person every time I do something, bottom line is, I keep on failing.
Is failing a part of immaturity? Well, I do think so. If you still have an immature mind and you're trying to be this great being, you cant help but arrive from where you've started. My point is, no matter how hard you try, you're still going to go back from the beginning and start all over again and the hardest part is, you're going to fail again.
That is what's happening to me, and it is not cool to experience that. I do love to succeed on things, I do love to be this person whom everybody looks up to, but I cant be, because I'm still a kid.
It's a long road I know, but when will I arrive to that street of transformation? Am I forever like this? Life for me now is so ambiguous, there are so many what ifs. In time, I hope I'd be on that point wherein everything will be so in placed.
Life is a drama. Take it from me.
Summer is fast approaching and boy believe me time is moving faster than ever. In a week, I think, I probably experience only two days, that's why my watch seems to have a hundred batteries inside. I never experienced this in my life! Is this a sign of being a real CRS student? You know, I think that I wake up every morning to take an exam, I wake up every morning to read books and comprehend things, how weird am I to conclude that finishing a chapter in comparative anatomy is my purpose in life. I'm a total nerd, a very handsome nerd! ha-ha just kidding!
But I've got plans this summer. I have this list in my mind that I'm willing to fulfill. I need to make this summer, a summer worth remembering. These are I think all of my agenda;
1. Get rid of eye bags.
2. Get rid of my love handles.
3. Build some muscle.
4. Practice my swimming skills again.
5. Go for tennis!
6. Be a Barrista!
7. Running without having to catch my breath.
8. Finish at least one book.
9. Have a Chemistry overview.
10.Enroll in La Salle's summer English program. (If it is still available)
11. YWCA
12. Go for a trip somewhere with a person I don't know.
13. Develop maturity skills. (ha-ha)
14. Take some driving lesson.
15. Appreciate myself and the world around me.
I will do my best to do all that!
And my entry ends here..
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