It doesnt take forever to make you happy.A moment can do if you put your heart on it.Never think of the future nor the past.Enjoy the present and make the most out of it.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

friends do matter!

What a very tiring day--not! It's exactly the opposite. geesh!

Hmm, I woke up this morning determined to not attend my theology class because of my teacher. I dont hate her but the fact that she loss my grade in a major exam, that I incidentally got a perfect score, really pisses me off. It is very frustrating to know that my classmates grades are way better than mine when I am the one who is supposed to be the better one. Hmm, Whatever, I have to forget it before I truly become insane!

So, I also did not attend my Philosophy class. Ha-ha, I just dont want to come in class that's why, ha-ha, and besides, if Im going to try attending my Philo class, I would be late and I would just probably be talking to my seatmates, trying my outmost to make them not understand the lesson because I dont understand the lesson! Luckily our quiz was moved by next week so I have enough time to cope up.

So there was our Compa Lab and there Ive realized something great about friendship, and what about friendship? Hmm, well let's just say that Ive realized how important it is to build a strong relationship together with people outside your league. I mean, yeah from the very beginning of my college life, Ive been around with the guys and now I know that, there are those who are willing to be there, ready to give care and compassion.

Its been a while since Ive took the courage to open up to some people, to be brave and to be honest is really not me, but after thinking that nothing from me will be loss if Im going to say my sentiments to the world to other's, gave me the initiative to be someone else again, someone who's free from discomfort and worries.

I dont know why I stopped trusting people, it was as if I was betrayed in High School that's why I stopped talking to the people around me. But yeah, I feel that I was betrayed by those people whom I trusted, for them secrets are never meant to be secrets, but rather to them, secrets are typical headlines for everybody to know. Of course, I was hurt but I have to move on.

And now is that time!

So from this day forward, Im looking on having a nice relationship with those people whom I think are worth being with.

THIS JUST IN!

james while having a chat with Dom

james: actually walang kwenta tong blog ko kumpara sa iba

dom: wag mo na ikumpara, ang mahalaga gusto mo ung ginagawa mo!

Ponder on that!

1 comment:

saisho said...

update naman. lol